1 post tagged “changing”

Yes Yes, again again.  I guess there is just something over there that i am supposed to do/find that i have yet to complete... V.V 

Going back, back over, over the land over the ocean over the sand.  Back to the box, the sand box, the sand land so close to water you can taste it on the air. 

I dawn my cuirass and my superman cape, I draw my sword and roll my initiative, and i once again say.  Once More, to the Breach Dear friends!! 

Why? you may ask... Someone has to.  *shrugs*  It has to be done, by someone.  Why not me?  Is there a reason i can't?  Any reason someone else couldn't give just as easily?  Not really.  In the big picture, does it matter which pawn moves forward a single square?  This one that one, Queen's pawn, king's pawn, queen bishop's pawn? 

Part of me is excited, the other part bored.  Different place than here, but i'm still doing the same things, just a different place, with different people.  New people, for once.  Same basic place.  *shrugs*

The other half is okay with it, so that isn't a problem, the little one knows (kinda) What is going on.  I hope she understands why one day.

To the sand.  Again.  More time this time.  Luckily, i'm bad with time.  Hourglasses make the most sense.  Sand and time are fleeting.  Always shifting.  Can't hang on to one any better than the other, the more you try the more futile it all becomes.  Ignore time, just savor the now.  Good bad indifferent, it won't matter.  Eventually.  You don't like now?  Wait.  it will be later before you know it.  Still don't like now?  You can try waiting again, or try to change it.  Either way, it'll be a different now now than now was then.  Deep? Too deep?  Not Deep Enough?  Give it time and think.  Truth is many things, and many things are true. 

This rant is done, with more to come.  (I'll be on more often soon.  Depending on when soon is.... V_V) 

Peace,

Callused.