Waiting to Shine

Let me start out by saying; I mean this from a place of hope and honesty.

Not sure how aware everyone is of the hidden world around them. 

Personally, i tend to emerse myself fairly deep 2-5 times a week (and this is when i am home... It's a lot more often when i have too much free time..)

A few things, just to shout from the roof tops...

1) The vibration and energy level in the world is climbing (And has been for quite some time) But it is picking up pace.  this is causing people who Don't work, who don't care, and think it will all go away to do one of 2 things.. (basically..)  It either pops them open, and they start Functioning (whether they 'want' to or not) or it makes them lose the few marbles they were left with...  Either way, not a pleasant way to start the day..  And these are generally co workers, people in resturants, or just the asshole in the white vehicle that just cut you off in traffic today... (Yes, i chose white vehicles for a reason... The majority of crazy drivers seem to be driving lighter colored vehicles... at least here...)

2) Now is a time to deal with your emotions, your mental issues.  Your Disfunctions.  Chances are, if you are reading this, you've got a clue about yourself, and where to start.  All those fun relgions/culture that reference 'end time' are freaking out as signs are all pointing in the same general direction.  GLOBAL CONCIOUSNESS is a powerful thing.  2 billion people thinking the same thing can cause fruition.

3) FIX YOUR SELF/SAVE YOUR SELF!!  You can't save someone from drowning when you don't know how to swim.  In the end, it is about their CHOICE.  if they want to drown, if they want to fail.  they will.  you can't do anything for them.  now is about sink or swim.  Work on yourself first.  Talk to others, but don't devote yourself to "FIXING" Or "SAVING" anyone.  Period! 

Yes Yes, again again.  I guess there is just something over there that i am supposed to do/find that i have yet to complete... V.V 

Going back, back over, over the land over the ocean over the sand.  Back to the box, the sand box, the sand land so close to water you can taste it on the air. 

I dawn my cuirass and my superman cape, I draw my sword and roll my initiative, and i once again say.  Once More, to the Breach Dear friends!! 

Why? you may ask... Someone has to.  *shrugs*  It has to be done, by someone.  Why not me?  Is there a reason i can't?  Any reason someone else couldn't give just as easily?  Not really.  In the big picture, does it matter which pawn moves forward a single square?  This one that one, Queen's pawn, king's pawn, queen bishop's pawn? 

Part of me is excited, the other part bored.  Different place than here, but i'm still doing the same things, just a different place, with different people.  New people, for once.  Same basic place.  *shrugs*

The other half is okay with it, so that isn't a problem, the little one knows (kinda) What is going on.  I hope she understands why one day.

To the sand.  Again.  More time this time.  Luckily, i'm bad with time.  Hourglasses make the most sense.  Sand and time are fleeting.  Always shifting.  Can't hang on to one any better than the other, the more you try the more futile it all becomes.  Ignore time, just savor the now.  Good bad indifferent, it won't matter.  Eventually.  You don't like now?  Wait.  it will be later before you know it.  Still don't like now?  You can try waiting again, or try to change it.  Either way, it'll be a different now now than now was then.  Deep? Too deep?  Not Deep Enough?  Give it time and think.  Truth is many things, and many things are true. 

This rant is done, with more to come.  (I'll be on more often soon.  Depending on when soon is.... V_V) 

Peace,

Callused. 

On the mundane, I'm Home.  Hence the complete and utter lack of posts. 

However, most of my spiritual time has been spent on experimentation.  Nothing ritual based, nothing dark or nasty.  Not my style really.  But the manipulation of energy, and even the effects of magnets and stones..  Quite interesting...  I Do recommend that... 

The Light Shine!

Almost all depictions of chakras are in a two dimensional manner.  They don't all Agree, however, on what those two dimensions are.  They Do seem to agree that they need to spin, and on certain directions depending on which chakra and your gender...  You can find most of that online, and I wouldn't want to mis-quote... 

However Comma what I posted this for, by the majority anyways, was to share an experiment, and i am curious to see if it works for others, or if it was a mental effect inacting my theory.  That whole subconcious super-giant breaking out because I gave it an excuse...

Sadly, i've only had enough spare time to try this on one of the 7 chakras... I those the third-eye: a mixture of knowing what kind of results to look for and the fact that it was the first to come to mind... (I asked my other-self: Which do I need to work on... The method came to mind shortly after.)

Here's the basic idea, and hopefully I can explain it in a way that makes sense...

Take the traditional spin of your chosen chakra, and continue to increase the speed on that, and at the same time, continue the energy flow at a 45degree tangent.  In different dimensional directions.  (Instead of a disc, we are working on making a multidirectional ball)  Continue making tangents until they all feed one another, and haze into a ball or a sphere.  At that point it seems to feed itself. 

*** A Warning on the Third Eye:  Make sure you have a method in mind for an "on/off" switch...  I don't think having it 'on' in this way all the time would be... Healthy.

If anyone has any luck, thoughts or ideas on this... Feel free to share... ^_^

Peace, Luck and Light!   

Rice is an interesting thing; with a number of claims surrounding it. 

*Rice is said to transmute negative energy into positive energy. 

*Rice is said to keep stones cleansed, and prevent errant energy from entering them

*Rice is said to both ground, and energize a person whom submerges part of themselves (feet, hands, full body, etc)

Obviously, the full body thing would take a LOT.  A simple wooden, or plastic box with dry rice (Take your pick, there are dozens of kinds available) can be a nice way to unwind at the end of a long day.  Something large enough for your feet to fit into comfortably. (I recommend socks..  Prevents some of the messy cleanup)  The more contact, the faster it seems to work.  (Just a bit under your feet versus being ankle deep..)  It is very relaxing. 

Just something i thought i'd share.  Simple, easy and useful.  I do recommend a lid, however.  For when you aren't using it... And please, don't eat it later... o_0

The Light Illumine

       Different.                                                                               Sometimes it's kinda fun to go against the grain. 

                                                Change things up. 

         Go Crazy. 

                                      Not like i really get too many chances to do such a thing.

                                                                                    So it seems some artists must be limited in their media.

For a time.

                           Until time waits.                                                          For things to Change.

                                                                    Again.

Because it's all Cyclic.                                               Right?

                                                    The Tangent.  By Callused

I've always liked double plays... So first, this is just an experience to get the posts flowing; anything that comes to mind, from oddities growing up that you want to see if anyone else had, to books you like books you Don't like... (There are always some out there...)  experiences, ideas, questions etc. 

The Second play; i know some people try this, its an exercise in telekinesis.  A simple, straight forward exercise; probably not the best beginner exercise, mind, but easily noticible effects... The idea is to focus your energy on the ball, and get it to roll... Even just a little...  As I said, Let's get the Ball Rolling.  By bringing together people, ideas, lessons, and knowledge; The goal is to move forward... 

The Light Illumine

As I Said, Welcome.  I Have Hopes for this Group; the idea behind it has quite a bit of potential.  Here's for Hope, and Hoping that it works like I hope. 

Basically this is an open Forum, anything from the ghost that lived in your house growing up, to what kind of meditation you use, down to the type of psyche exercises you do.  Any 'weird' things you've noticed recently, changes in the world around you, anything you want to bounce off the rest of the world so to speak.  Think of this as a Sanity Check, if you will. (Hopefully) Dozens of people to say "Yeah, I've noticed something like that here too!" Sometimes a little bit of understanding makes the journey a little easier.

But Beyond that, If there are Ever any questions you don't feel comfortable with in a group setting, I have no problems doing my best to help, or i will even post it to the group Myself; and you'll be able to read the answers... I'll address it as "Questions from a Friend" and that's all the name it will have.

May the Light Illumine, and Peace Favor You All.

~Callused

Nothing major, just another Birthday.  Many before, and many more after.  Sad thing is, i was working nights, and didn't realize which day was my own birthday... But it's not like i was going to really celebrate it if i did... *Shrugs*  Family and friends are a bit of a distance from here, So nothing really worth while to do in order to make the day stand out. 

I found out about an upcoming meteor shower, I Guess Celestial Fireworks; all be it a few days late, work to celebrate another Year.. *chuckles* 

A note of interest, I can finally see my Own energy field; something i'd previously thought impossible.  I can actually see the color through my own eyes (If i look at something white, or with really light color) It's kind of interesting and new still (Maybe a week or so since this started)  I've always been able to see my manipulations at work, but seeing a constant reminder makes me feel a bit more.. Content.  Before it started I had been working on conciously doing multiple spiritual things at the same time.  Putting my focus in different directions at the same time.  I tend to work subconciously while i sleep anyways, It seems it was a good investment... *chuckles*

Until next time,

May the Light Illumine, and Peace Favor.